Oh. My. God. My butt & thighs are in SUPER fatigue. Every so often they hurt when I move. Ugh. Thats what I get for taking the super steep route while walking my dog yesterday.
Regardless, here’s an update:
Life is good. I’m in my final semester at community college before I transfer. Woo. I’m taking anatomy as well as statistics. Boo on the latter. I actually have an exam in it in about an hour. Please send me some good vibes & sunshiny thoughts. But I applied to the school of my dreams! For a nursing program, no less. I really hope I get in.
C is absolutely perfect and amazing and so many things. And I told him I love him! And guess what? He loves me too. So that’s pretty rad. He is so motivated and strong and sweet and keeps me wanting to hit the gym so I can match him ha ha. We’re mildly competitive ;) But we’re going to go camping the Summer & I just want to be fit so we can hike all over Yosemite or Big Sur (depending on where we decide to go).
Work is boo. I’m so over petty corporate America. It does not make me happy. It kills my soul. I’m thinking of quitting and doing something more part time. It is such a pain in the ass to have time to do ANTHING. I work 40+ hours a week and on top of school, its a little suffocating. Also getting paid $11 an hour to deal with bullshit is not worth it. So, I’m thinking of looking for something else & then quitting once I’ve got something lined up.
I’M GOING TO L.A. NEXT MONTH! I’m going to hot tub, drink margaritas, and dance to some power jams with my girl, Kat (we have the same name and its funny because when we’re together, we’re KATPOWER). I am so excited to see her. She soothes my soul & makes me happy & just gets me. She is completely my soul sister & seeing her will just make everything better.
Also: I’m looking for people on myfitnesspal to follow & talk to. If you are game feel free to drop a little note. I’m Pandorahoops :)
This is flawless. I can’t even remember where I read this first, but it’s perfect.
That’s what recovery is aiming towards. Flexibility. We can become so rigid, so overcome with our EDs that we forget what it is, to be flexible and relaxed around food and our bodies.
Oh. Oh god yes, this.
this is so good. where is this from, y’all?
This is beautiful.
this is what i needed. i need to remember this, i cant let this disease beat me.
Been suffering with some binge triggers. Need to remember this!
Just reinforcing the fact that Cassey Ho is the most perfect human being alive.
If this doesn’t make you want to lift shit, I don’t know what will.